Hello!
My name is pilleater.
This is my blog, “Endless Nameless.”
This website serves as a collection of newly published digital letters, written by me.
For the sake of authenticity, I was born in Philadelphia, and I currently live in San Francisco.
My internet career as “pilleater” began on April 5th, 2009 on YTMND.com, where I spammed an art movement about Mr.Krabs. On any picture I could find through Google search, I cut out the head of Mr. Krabs, and pasted it on the found digital image, creating a new and deformed Mr.Krabs collage art. Soon after, I created and advocated other niche ideologies, which includes “the AxA movement,” queer culture, post-neofolk, homonationalism, “avant-garde hate,” and anime-realism. There is a lot to explain behind my creative ideology process.
I was an Asian Studies undergraduate, that rather majored in capital D “Design” in post-graduate school instead, which I hold an MA in. And because of that transition, this is why I love talking about lowbrow and obscure topics like accelerationism, “hyberobjects,” electronic music, Lacanian sexual desires, George Miles, dark ecology, Asian feminism, sadism, interracial Platonism, anti-liberalism, and Atari Teenage Riot’s Digital Hardcore movement. It’s a hybrid between the “Asian” (or, “The Other") and the analytical. I am also inspired by Adam Parfrey's “Aesthetic Terrorism,” who I was able to talk to before he died.
I’m also obsessed with board game design, and often will rant about my board game collection. Every week I am attending board game night with normies, soyjaks, or queers.
I enjoy the punk-rock ethos, and I’m all about advocating straight-edge agitation, transgressive art, and egoist philosophy. Even if that means sliding into the opponent’s DMs and getting upfront and personal.
I don’t give a fuck if you think I’m a “creep” or a “stalker.” Justice will always be served. I am the Radiohead song. I'm a Negative Creep.
Straight Edge (sXe) and DIY is about supporting the good life and ethical people who abstain from toxic culture. It also means taking down macho wignats, pretentious sex identity zealots, arrogant idol worshippers, liberal normies, subcultural plural pronoun robots, and ego trippers who break these rules. Straight Edge and DIY is for the innocent against the exploitative. “AxA” is a local variant for a POC community that is against the liberal state and hostile towards those who deny biracialism as an identity. No compromises! It’s also a graffiti thing too, where the cross is “bombed” along with the martini glass.
I don't create content. This is anti-content, or "dark" data. That includes every digital letter I write. My video art belongs in the demoscene, which I also associate through my own interest in Amiga computers.
I actually film myself too on YouTube, and I have compiled all the videos together into a single file. And yes, that’s over 500 videos! The best way to watch my videos is to begin with the very first one on my YouTube channel, and go from there to the latest in chronological order.
Also, I started archiving my Twitter too. You can read over 6,000 tweets I wrote here, here, and here. H.P. Lovecraft was a known “man of letters,” and wrote around 100,000 letters to friends and associates. In a digital age where the internet is considered edible as junk food, we forget we are writing important letters to everyone and to ourselves. Instead of giving free work to Elon Musk or Mark Zuckerberg, we have a right to own and archive our written letters. Philosophers like Nicolás Gómez Dávila inspire us to capture our quick and witty thoughts in the moment, as Twitter is deliberately design to make us forget anything we ever wrote past 3,000 tweets.
Please, download all my blog posts and videos, and store them on a USB stick, SD Card, or by any means. I advocate data hoarding.
This website serves as a direct dialogue between two people; you and me. Feel free to directly contact me on Telegram, Twitter, or by any means of direct messaging. I want to have a conversation with you. Address all your concerns and questions to me.
I am anti-capitalist, anti-liberal, and against modernity. In a way, we all manifest the attitude of the lizard. We must accelerate the revolution.
Otherwise if none of this matters, just be an artist, and produce for yourself.
What this Substack is about:
The latest audio recordings and interviews I will produce.
Articles around the 2k word count that is worth your time.
Creative writing.
Collage art.
Opinions (everyone has one).
Journalist news reports.
Original research.
Complaints and emotional venting.
Asian studies.
Artistic and political statements.
Transcripts for public speaking events.
Improvised mediations.
“Design,” as a concept, artistic intention, and philosophy.
The latest on what this “pilleater” person is doing.
…And also posting when I feel like it. Being humble means being patient.
My favorite musical acts are:
KMFDM
PIG (Raymond Watts)
Atari Teenage Riot
Xiu Xiu
Mitski
David Sylvian (Japan)
Realicide (Robert Inhuman)
Talk Talk (Mark Hollis)
Sandii & the Sunsetz (Sandii)
Skinny Puppy
Yukihiro Takahashi
Yoshinori Sunahara
Everything But The Girl / Tracey Thorn / Ben Watt
Atom™
Placebo
Shizuo
EC8OR
DHC Meinhof
Bastards United
Christoph de Babalon
Killout Trash
Melt-Banana
Shonen Knife
Cibo Matto
Denki Groove
Schwein
Buck-Tick
Malice Mizer / Moi dix Mois
Tim Skold
Mouse on Mars
Guy
Bis
Canibus
X Clan
Jungle Brothers
Jerry Galeries
Benjamin Diamond
Bratt Sinclaire (Andrea Leonardi)
Giancarlo Pasquini
Michael Fortunati
Federico Di Bonaventura
Laurent Gelmetti
Joy Electric (Ronnie Martin)
Starflyer 59
Basement Jaxx
Apoptygma Berzerk
Depeche Mode
Erasure
The Human League
Tears For Fears
Nick Drake
Vashti Bunyan
The The
Pedro The Lion
MxPx
Five Iron Frenzy
Sigue Sigue Sputnik
Treasure Mammal
Whitehouse
Boards of Canada
Plastikman (Richie Hawtin)
A Guy Called Gerald
Kid N’ Play
Aux 88
Tackhead / Keith LeBlanc / Doug Wimbish
Dead Can Dance
Enigma
Art of Noise / Trevor Horn
Sixth Comm (Patrick Leagas)
My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult
Snog
Missing
Missing Persons
Ono
Macula Dog
Cel Genesis
Stereolab / McCarthy
Massive Attack
Stacey Q (SSQ)
Cetu Javu
Camouflage
Book of Love
The Sisters of Mercy
Clan of Xymox
Visage
Iris
Andrew Sega
Seven Red Seven
Psykosonik
Hubert Kah
Noel
The Beloved
Information Society
Cause & Effect
Faith Assembly
B! Machine
The Echoing Green
Red Flag
Wolfsheim
Neuropa
Anything Box
Jacob Graham (The Promise Book)
Underworld / Freur
Celebrate The Nun (Scooter)
Tones on Tail
Baths
Blank Banshee
Soul Coughing
Grace Slick
Strawberry Switchblade
BaBe
Two Two
H.O.T.
Sechs Kies
S.E.S.
Deux
Clara Moroni
Yes
Pink Floyd (without Waters)
Mad At The World
DC Talk
Todd Edwards
…And a bunch of other great records I can’t think of at the moment…
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