My name is pilleater.
This is my blog, “Endless Nameless.”
This website serves as a collection of newly published digital letters, written by me.
For the sake of authenticity, I was born in Philadelphia, and I currently live in San Francisco.
My internet career as “pilleater” began on April 5th, 2009 on YTMND.com, where I spammed an art movement about Mr.Krabs. On any picture I could find through Google search, I cut out the head of Mr. Krabs, and pasted it on the found digital image, creating a new and deformed Mr.Krabs collage art. Soon after, I created and advocated other niche ideologies, which includes “the AxA movement,” queer culture, post-neofolk, homonationalism, “avant-garde hate,” and anime-realism. There is a lot to explain behind my creative ideology process.
I was an Asian Studies undergraduate, that rather majored in capital D “Design” in post-graduate school instead, which I hold an MA in. And because of that transition, this is why I love talking about lowbrow and obscure topics like accelerationism, “hyberobjects,” electronic music, Lacanian sexual desires, George Miles, dark ecology, Asian feminism, sadism, interracial Platonism, anti-liberalism, and Atari Teenage Riot’s Digital Hardcore movement. It’s a hybrid between the “Asian” (or, “The Other") and the analytical. I am also inspired by Adam Parfrey's “Aesthetic Terrorism,” who I was able to talk to before he died.
I’m also obsessed with board game design, and often will rant about my board game collection. Every week I am attending board game night with normies, soyjaks, or queers.
I enjoy the punk-rock ethos, and I’m all about advocating straight-edge agitation, transgressive art, and egoist philosophy. Even if that means sliding into the opponent’s DMs and getting upfront and personal.
I don’t give a fuck if you think I’m a “creep” or a “stalker.” Justice will always be served. I am the Radiohead song. I'm a Negative Creep.
Straight Edge (sXe) and DIY is about supporting the good life and ethical people who abstain from toxic culture. It also means taking down macho wignats, pretentious sex identity zealots, arrogant idol worshippers, liberal normies, subcultural plural pronoun robots, and ego trippers who break these rules. Straight Edge and DIY is for the innocent against the exploitative. “AxA” is a local variant for a POC community that is against the liberal state and hostile towards those who deny biracialism as an identity. No compromises! It’s also a graffiti thing too, where the cross is “bombed” along with the martini glass.
I don't create content. This is anti-content, or "dark" data. That includes every digital letter I write. My video art belongs in the demoscene, which I also associate through my own interest in Amiga computers.
I actually film myself too on YouTube, and I have compiled all the videos together into a single file. And yes, that’s over 500 videos! The best way to watch my videos is to begin with the very first one on my YouTube channel, and go from there to the latest in chronological order.
Also, I started archiving my Twitter too. You can read over 6,000 tweets I wrote here, here, and here. H.P. Lovecraft was a known “man of letters,” and wrote around 100,000 letters to friends and associates. In a digital age where the internet is considered edible as junk food, we forget we are writing important letters to everyone and to ourselves. Instead of giving free work to Elon Musk or Mark Zuckerberg, we have a right to own and archive our written letters. Philosophers like Nicolás Gómez Dávila inspire us to capture our quick and witty thoughts in the moment, as Twitter is deliberately design to make us forget anything we ever wrote past 3,000 tweets.
Please, download all my blog posts and videos, and store them on a USB stick, SD Card, or by any means. I advocate data hoarding.
This website serves as a direct dialogue between two people; you and me. Feel free to directly contact me on Telegram, Twitter, or by any means of direct messaging. I want to have a conversation with you. Address all your concerns and questions to me.
I am anti-capitalist, anti-liberal, and against modernity. In a way, we all manifest the attitude of the lizard. We must accelerate the revolution.
Otherwise if none of this matters, just be an artist, and produce for yourself.
What this Substack is about:
The latest audio recordings and interviews I will produce.
Articles around the 2k word count that is worth your time.
Opinions (everyone has one).
Journalist news reports.
Complaints and emotional venting.
Artistic and political statements.
Transcripts for public speaking events.
“Design,” as a concept, artistic intention, and philosophy.
The latest on what this “pilleater” person is doing.
…And also posting when I feel like it. Being humble means being patient.
My favorite musical acts are:
PIG (Raymond Watts)
Atari Teenage Riot
David Sylvian (Japan)
Realicide (Robert Inhuman)
Talk Talk (Mark Hollis)
Sandii & the Sunsetz (Sandii)
Everything But The Girl / Tracey Thorn / Ben Watt
Christoph de Babalon
Malice Mizer / Moi dix Mois
Mouse on Mars
Bratt Sinclaire (Andrea Leonardi)
Federico Di Bonaventura
Joy Electric (Ronnie Martin)
The Human League
Tears For Fears
Pedro The Lion
Five Iron Frenzy
Sigue Sigue Sputnik
Boards of Canada
Plastikman (Richie Hawtin)
A Guy Called Gerald
Kid N’ Play
Tackhead / Keith LeBlanc / Doug Wimbish
Dead Can Dance
Art of Noise / Trevor Horn
Sixth Comm (Patrick Leagas)
My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult
Stereolab / McCarthy
Stacey Q (SSQ)
Book of Love
The Sisters of Mercy
Clan of Xymox
Seven Red Seven
Cause & Effect
The Echoing Green
Jacob Graham (The Promise Book)
Underworld / Freur
Celebrate The Nun (Scooter)
Tones on Tail
Pink Floyd (without Waters)
Mad At The World
…And a bunch of other great records I can’t think of at the moment…
THE AxA AESTHETICS IN A VISUAL NUTSHELL:
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